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The main topic clearly tells anyone the reason of being in the drunk-ness mode now. This is not about the platforms or anything but this is about the new accounting I did for my costume. It's all thanks to Kriselle for having the price of the platforms ^^ I was not really surprised that platforms would cost that much. Actually, the 350Php is a great mistery for me.

Anyways, the new accounting made me really miserable today. I'm actually happy when I did my first accounting because there's a lot of excess money from the savings I'll have soon. Those savings will come from by allowance everyday when school starts again, but the main problem is, my other expenses such as convention fund, projects, and daily needs are not even included on that savings. Like what happened to me this week, I was expecting that I'll spend 500 Php for clothes and the money that will be left would be for my convention fund, but things are way too expensive that I ended up using all of it. That will possibly happen on those savings. This morning, I made up my mind that I will not eat anymore after classes and I will not buy unecessary things when school starts. I am like an empty shell this morning. I talked to my dog telling her that if she sees money along the way, don't hesitate to pick it up and give it to me. How I wished that I can just see money along the way. Poverty really sucks, I am supposed to go to San Pedro this morning but my eyes burned when I saw only 5Php inside my wallet. I am really pitiful TT^TT It pains me more that spoiled brats can just buy anything they want and they are not even aware of the hardships I'm going through. Especially that what they have are things that I'm working hard for. Just what is wrong with this country?! I asked my grandfather about his schooling before and he told me that his tuition is only 15Php. Why can't it stay like that?! Grrr!! Poverty is also making me guilty. Yesterday, I went to Alabang and saw an old man at the overpass begging for money. If someone would just think about that picture, you will ask "How is he eating everyday?" "Does he have a family?" "Are there any good hearts there who would stop and give him alms?" If I'm not a victim of poverty, I would be there for him. If anyone would just see through me, I feel like crying when I pass to these kinds of people. I also saw this kids while I'm inside the FX. They are lying on the ground holding a plastic cup. Man! They are just kids! They are supposed to live a childish life without any worries! They don't even have proper clothes and slippers to wear. Their bones are showing already, they are that hungry for a lot of things. I wonder about many things, why can't this world be just a world with low currencies? Like before, a teenager would be satisfied with just 2Php. How did the world changed this fast? Gah!! Poverty sucks

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The main topic clearly tells anyone the reason of being in the drunk-ness mode now. This is not about the platforms or anything but this is about the new accounting I did for my costume. It's all thanks to Kriselle for having the price of the platforms ^^ I was not really surprised that platforms would cost that much. Actually, the 350Php is a great mistery for me.

Anyways, the new accounting made me really miserable today. I'm actually happy when I did my first accounting because there's a lot of excess money from the savings I'll have soon. Those savings will come from by allowance everyday when school starts again, but the main problem is, my other expenses such as convention fund, projects, and daily needs are not even included on that savings. Like what happened to me this week, I was expecting that I'll spend 500 Php for clothes and the money that will be left would be for my convention fund, but things are way too expensive that I ended up using all of it. That will possibly happen on those savings. This morning, I made up my mind that I will not eat anymore after classes and I will not buy unecessary things when school starts. I am like an empty shell this morning. I talked to my dog telling her that if she sees money along the way, don't hesitate to pick it up and give it to me. How I wished that I can just see money along the way. Poverty really sucks, I am supposed to go to San Pedro this morning but my eyes burned when I saw only 5Php inside my wallet. I am really pitiful TT^TT It pains me more that spoiled brats can just buy anything they want and they are not even aware of the hardships I'm going through. Especially that what they have are things that I'm working hard for. Just what is wrong with this country?! I asked my grandfather about his schooling before and he told me that his tuition is only 15Php. Why can't it stay like that?! Grrr!! Poverty is also making me guilty. Yesterday, I went to Alabang and saw an old man at the overpass begging for money. If someone would just think about that picture, you will ask "How is he eating everyday?" "Does he have a family?" "Are there any good hearts there who would stop and give him alms?" If I'm not a victim of poverty, I would be there for him. If anyone would just see through me, I feel like crying when I pass to these kinds of people. I also saw this kids while I'm inside the FX. They are lying on the ground holding a plastic cup. Man! They are just kids! They are supposed to live a childish life without any worries! They don't even have proper clothes and slippers to wear. Their bones are showing already, they are that hungry for a lot of things. I wonder about many things, why can't this world be just a world with low currencies? Like before, a teenager would be satisfied with just 2Php. How did the world changed this fast? Gah!! Poverty sucks