Mode:|Officially Ending '08 Summer :(|
This summer is not the kind of summer where someone goes to different place and have vacation. But honestly, even though I didn't go anywhere far, this summer is the best so far. The main thing that made me enjoy this summer is the fact that I reflected the most possible things that I must reflect upon. I found out a lot about myself and was half awaken by these thoughts. Though it's true that I cried a lot this summer, I think that still helped to make me discover myself. This already sounds kinda corny like some idiot who just found himself by the age of 15. I liked the fact that I can now believe in myself when it comes to things that most people think of such as dreams would just hurt you more...somethings like that. I identified the faults pointed at me last year, and I thoroughly see through those things and have seen that it's not only me who's at fault. Everyone, teens or adults, can be wrong at all times.
I'm getting quite emotional now, so I'll tell fun things now. It's so fun to hang-out with friends you can easily talk with. I already missed my ParaPara hangouts with Kriselle and Ya-chan, I miss the people in I.U so much! I also miss the picture of me doing pages of costume accounting and working under my mom to earn money. In short, I'LL MISS A LOT
So, I would like to thank everyone who made my summer this year fun and memorable. To Kriselle, for always hearing me out when I think life is such a crappy thing. To my twin Aya, who is there and would always be there to be my buddy, friend and twin in retardedness, and buddy in talking about random things. To Dani, for being there to cosplay with me and hear out my
"dyahe" moments. To Kuya Zyr, for making me feel more important in terms of cosplaying. To the I.U family, I cannot find any more forums and people like them who are so warm and accepting.
There are lots of people to thank and also some people I must apoligize to.
I hope that these fun things would still continue even though my summer officially ends here.
|First Day of School|
The very first time that I am not interested in attending school. There are no excitement but there are more annoyance. Annoyance in waking up so early and eating weird breakfast, having regular headaches which is killing me(I am not exaggerating, I think I have some disease for having severe headaches everyday), having tension when there will be an assembly, having some passengers annoy you to no end../ga~there's a lot!!
Today is really the worst, our class get laughed at because we are only 5. The whole day is just about the school head's never ending sermons on a lot of thing with additional shouting and stuffs.
And as early as the first day, I get so tire out due to the SC things I have to do, the secretary's job is really just "amazing" -_-. And we have to research for a lot ot things immediately.
Oh yeah, speaking of those. I'll be ending my entry now. Good luck to the schoolers out there, do your best to survive.