Mode:

I will do the blogging today since tomorrow, I have to lock myself inside my room to finish everything before exams next next week and the half day this monday will help also...NO LITERATURE, NO BEOWULF AGAIN!! HAHAHAHA!!

|Cosplay|
I am excited for our(Dani, Roni, Sian) ANBU cosplay. Really, even though I will use my money that's supposed to be for Alexiel, I think I would just find a new way to have money. I miss cosplaying, shopping for clothes and repairing them. August 15 would be the day when we'll shop for clothes together which is exciting and August 16 is the Nami Wave Party, I haven't been to conventions lately...but I'm still thinking of going to this or not. I hate having the full freedom to go anywhere but no money DX. I am cosplaying Sakura as an ANBU...something like this one:

I really hope that Dani's friend would be able to lend me her wig because that's the first thing I worry about. I would save as much as possible and use boots instead of Ninja shoes. I would look for cheaper clothes so that I'll be happy.

Wa~ I'm really excited because it will be the first time that we'll cosplay a character from the same anime. The first time also to wear a wig(if there will be or else I have to change to Ten-ten) and contacts(if there will we a pink wig available). And this is a real thing because we'll be wearing the ANBU costumes sometime on September.

|Wednesday|
I really can't believe the hell that happened to me. I stayed up really late last Tuesday and I'm in a ticked off mood Wednesday morning(Remember some entries back, when I stay up super late at night, I'll be in the super ticked off mood the following morning). I reviewed really hard for Math and I was surprised that I finished the test for the first time except for some numbers which I did only half because I'm not sure of the rest of the solution. I was surprised again that it really drained of all the energy I got from my 3 hours of sleep and that resulted me to be so lonely and out of energy for the rest of the day. I also found out that our new health teacher is an anime addict. Anime is the only thing that made me talk to him, I don't even greet him before that day because I don't know his name. He goes to conventions but since I really can't help but just say, "Ah, oh yeah, okay" to prevent myself from entirely running out of chakra. He really reminds me of my Science teacher when I was in 1st year, he talks like him, confident tone of voice with wrong grammars which you won't mind to correct because of the confidence of his voice. But I didn't like him because he entirely changed the thing we are studying in Health to this super nursing-like subject with terms that are so scientific and long. Another thing that day which made me go emo and stuff is the music video I found which has Jin Joson as the main girl of the video. It's Only Reminds me of You by MYMP, I was so sad because she carried all of the sadness of the song, seeing from the story, it's really sad. She's really cool there because she's shown at the at the full video...ya, I'm kinda weird.

|Friday|
I don't understand why I suddenly felt sad and hated when I'm not even sure if I really am hated and I'm not even sure if I can depend on my insticts and stuffs but...well, I really feel sad. I think people would just laugh at this emo-ing thing but this is my blog and I'm really sad. Well, I was happy because our sponsored seminar last Thursday was successful even though I said something that I shouldn't have said. The part when I was discussing of how SC could develop Student Leadership then out of nowhere, I said something randomly, "And if you motivate yourself more then you could also be like an outstanding student like---umm---like an outstanding student---ya"

Anyways, I just realized that I show myself to the public as this happy person that you can have jokes with but I am really sad for some reasons, I feel empty and in need. Please don't laugh at me.

|Today|
I don't know but I'm really sad. I suddenly missed my friends in elementary and I hope we can see each other soon. I don't like not watching any anime today. I liked the first page of the new Naruto chapter, yaoi thingy if you'll think exaggerately:

Look closely at the necklaces they're wearing and you'll know what I mean

Mode:

I will do the blogging today since tomorrow, I have to lock myself inside my room to finish everything before exams next next week and the half day this monday will help also...NO LITERATURE, NO BEOWULF AGAIN!! HAHAHAHA!!

|Cosplay|
I am excited for our(Dani, Roni, Sian) ANBU cosplay. Really, even though I will use my money that's supposed to be for Alexiel, I think I would just find a new way to have money. I miss cosplaying, shopping for clothes and repairing them. August 15 would be the day when we'll shop for clothes together which is exciting and August 16 is the Nami Wave Party, I haven't been to conventions lately...but I'm still thinking of going to this or not. I hate having the full freedom to go anywhere but no money DX. I am cosplaying Sakura as an ANBU...something like this one:

I really hope that Dani's friend would be able to lend me her wig because that's the first thing I worry about. I would save as much as possible and use boots instead of Ninja shoes. I would look for cheaper clothes so that I'll be happy.

Wa~ I'm really excited because it will be the first time that we'll cosplay a character from the same anime. The first time also to wear a wig(if there will be or else I have to change to Ten-ten) and contacts(if there will we a pink wig available). And this is a real thing because we'll be wearing the ANBU costumes sometime on September.

|Wednesday|
I really can't believe the hell that happened to me. I stayed up really late last Tuesday and I'm in a ticked off mood Wednesday morning(Remember some entries back, when I stay up super late at night, I'll be in the super ticked off mood the following morning). I reviewed really hard for Math and I was surprised that I finished the test for the first time except for some numbers which I did only half because I'm not sure of the rest of the solution. I was surprised again that it really drained of all the energy I got from my 3 hours of sleep and that resulted me to be so lonely and out of energy for the rest of the day. I also found out that our new health teacher is an anime addict. Anime is the only thing that made me talk to him, I don't even greet him before that day because I don't know his name. He goes to conventions but since I really can't help but just say, "Ah, oh yeah, okay" to prevent myself from entirely running out of chakra. He really reminds me of my Science teacher when I was in 1st year, he talks like him, confident tone of voice with wrong grammars which you won't mind to correct because of the confidence of his voice. But I didn't like him because he entirely changed the thing we are studying in Health to this super nursing-like subject with terms that are so scientific and long. Another thing that day which made me go emo and stuff is the music video I found which has Jin Joson as the main girl of the video. It's Only Reminds me of You by MYMP, I was so sad because she carried all of the sadness of the song, seeing from the story, it's really sad. She's really cool there because she's shown at the at the full video...ya, I'm kinda weird.

|Friday|
I don't understand why I suddenly felt sad and hated when I'm not even sure if I really am hated and I'm not even sure if I can depend on my insticts and stuffs but...well, I really feel sad. I think people would just laugh at this emo-ing thing but this is my blog and I'm really sad. Well, I was happy because our sponsored seminar last Thursday was successful even though I said something that I shouldn't have said. The part when I was discussing of how SC could develop Student Leadership then out of nowhere, I said something randomly, "And if you motivate yourself more then you could also be like an outstanding student like---umm---like an outstanding student---ya"

Anyways, I just realized that I show myself to the public as this happy person that you can have jokes with but I am really sad for some reasons, I feel empty and in need. Please don't laugh at me.

|Today|
I don't know but I'm really sad. I suddenly missed my friends in elementary and I hope we can see each other soon. I don't like not watching any anime today. I liked the first page of the new Naruto chapter, yaoi thingy if you'll think exaggerately:

Look closely at the necklaces they're wearing and you'll know what I mean