Mode:Basically, I was saved and made happy by the 2nd year girls. If there's no one who can go crazy with me in the class or even with anyone I go with cosplaying, the other girls of 2nd year are there to take me out of from that "side", and I'm really happy knowing just that ^^
|Body with no soul|
Tuesday. It's an "O Shit!" day, I really forgot that it's a Filipino-costume-wearing day! I was souless the whole morning hoping that by some reasons, a malong will appear from somewhere. I was just leaning on the door frame of our classroom, looking at all the students go to their classrooms wearing their Filipino costumes. Liz, Kathryn and the other 2nd year girls tried to help me. We used Elisha's phone to call Liz's house but it's no use because their phone is not connected. Later on, I was saved when I saw the white shirt in my bag. After the real celebration started, Liz removed her sash since she's wearing something Muslim below and gave the sash to Kathryn. Then I got Kathryn's malong. After the celebration, our heart almost dropped when Ms. A(School Head) made us line up by class to check what we are wearing. Kathryn, Liz and I panicked...like Kathryn taking the malong back and Liz agreeing with her, but I still won the small debate. Then, dun-dun-dun, I was saved like OMG! WTH? GOD LOVES ME!, Ms. A said, "You can go and eat your lunch" but then me and Sian stopped for a while to wait for Liz and Kathryn, and THEY WERE SAVED ALSO!! And then we all breathed deeply! It's really such a great experience, I feel loved.
|Raining|
Wednesday. I got called by Ms. A after I ate my lunch, I got scared, I thought she found out what I did last Tuesday. But it's just something she wanted me to explain regarding the SC things and I was happy that Liz gave me more confidence in communicating the way I want...with more informalities though. I am scared that because I answered her deathly-like questions with honesty and with all I can remember, there would be some people who would be in trouble. I hate giving troubles to other people.
It's raining so hard and I don't have an umbrella so that means it's "Running Time". I perfectly planned of what I have to do: I went to Festival, thankful that the school service passed by there. I had my cellphone loaded and it was funny that a brownout took place. Haha! I went home safely...wa, I was happy that I didn't go home wet.
|Future Plans|
Thursday. Ms. A talked to me and Sian regarding things about the class. It's scary that she started it like that...like negative things first with her deathly tone and scary face. But later on, everything went smoothly, it somehow turned into a weird girl talk. I was happy that she recognizes us as the "bearers" of the class. I believe that I shouldn't be included though because I always remain silent in class, but that's what she said and that gave me more motivation to be a real "bearer". She warned me not to follow Ate Ghen's path and to focus on studies and not relationships. Even though I said that I am not really thinking of those things right now, she still said that she would call my parents to remind them of those things. Hell, cosplaying, HTML editing, fanfictions, ST11, school, homeworks, where can I find the time for relationships? And I think that no one would even get interested by the way I am right now.
When I went home, I made an agreement with my mom. If I will graduate valedictorian, she should have me on a plastic surgery. I wasn't kidding, even though there are people who are against this plan of mine, but that tells how low my self-esteem is right at the moment and I want to reward myself for the 5 years of HS in "MONTESSORI". She agreed with me, and now, that motivates me even more to work better and study.
|Boring...rawrrr|
Since all the activities were cancelled, we are all expecting classes.
It was fun being a "flower girl", you guide people and you fix flowers. The 2nd year and 3rd year girls were assigned and we did a very good job.
It was annoying that sportsfest was cancelled when I brought my P.E things and rubber shoes which gave me a heavy load and I didn't bring extra pants at all! So the whole day I was wearing a freaking skirt. >.< The rest of the day is Ms. A's day. She
held us captive had her own surpise seminar/workshop which is really scary and the video she showed us made me sleep. I was happy that we are dismissed early. I want to change into something that could make me feel better (talking about the what I was wearing). To end the day, Liz, Kathryn and Katrina invited me and Elisha to eat with them. I was happy because I was really starving and at the same time happy that I get to hang-out like a normal person not holding back on anything. I thought that I will never get to do that with people in Monte, and that just saved me ;P
|9th DLSU Chemistry Challenge|
Kelvin and I represented the school for this Chemistry Competition thing at DLSU Manila. It annoyed me that I have to wake up super early to arrive at the right time. This is just for experience because me and Kelvin didn't have extensions for review because of meetings. Also, we are really late in Chemistry, and we are going against people who already finished Chemistry. We were with Mr. Alex...haha. DLSU is so big and I was really amazed, but the expected formality in speech were not seen when the people hosting the event are so confusing. I only know 5 questions out of 50 and the rest of the questions were answered with my educational guesses. It's true that we are so late in Chemistry and there were some lucky questions when I randomly calculated stuffs and I got an answer included among the given choices. We went back home immediately, not finishing the event. Friday night, I remembered my Mom asked me why I wasn't reviewing. Haha, I just chilled as the preparation for this event. I was feeling bad but I still chose to go to Metro, it amazed me that I know how to deal with myself when I feel nauseous and dizzy, it's just donuts and chocolates that can cure me ;P Haha, and I finally have an idea for my costrip for Yaoi con ;p