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|Birthday week|

It's all thanks to the people who greeted me in advance. Because of them, I actually remembered my birthday in the midst of all the dramas and mountain of school works I had in hand. So, it's also because of them that I had this excitement for my coming 16th birthday on February 17. To add to the excitement, I didn't plan on telling anyone in school of my birthday.

February 16 was my brother's birthday. I didn't feel quite happy for several reasons. I remembered that hectic day when bequeathals and open house gave me so much headache and so are the serious dramas I only knew. Starting with the dramas, there has been some distance between me and some other people and there has been this annoyance I felt. I don't like my place on anything be taken away for some reasons. I hate it and I'll hate whoever person does that to me. It's merely stepping over my pride and my capabilities. I pushed myself hard enough on everything over the years and all I have to say is that, being in a position of leading and getting exhausted for a day from it doesn't mean I give up and giving my position tacitly and willingly to other people. To cover up the dramas, let's just say I was in an extremely bad mood that day because of my brother's birthday (That probably explains why we don't get along with each other)

February 17. I was actually happy. I was excited how this day will go. But I can't believe that the bad trip-ness from the 16th continued. My plan of keeping my birthday secret from everyone failed, there were a lot people in school who actually knew of that day. It was not totally a bad day for the greetings from my friends outside school and in school gave me happiness and they cheered me up a lot. Thanks again to the people who gave their time to greet me. *bows* Thank you very much!

The next school days after that were the continuation of the school stress and the position stealing drama. I cried for visual aides I lost...I didn't even know where I put it or if I even received it. LOL. I think I have to save up more tears for the coming hell weeks. (Blarghh!)

February 21st is when I actually felt satisfied. Kriselle, Miguel and I went to Festival Mall for a hang-out =) It's nice to see them again and actually chat with them again. Even though not everyone came it's okay as long as I get to share some time with them and forget about every people and everything about school. We watched Pink Panther 2 and ate some foods. I enjoyed playing as Kriselle's conscience or the BI along with Miguel. I failed at the end. LOL. so they went home really early. Aina came after Kriselle and Miguel, we talked for a lot of hours about random things. It's still kinda awkward cause she's still using "po" even though we're batchmates now. I enjoyed talking with her and resulted me to be in a super hyper mode XD I took her to Comic Quest to show her the joys of yaoi I see when I go there. I got titles of yaoi manga for me to read online. XDD I was incredibly happy that day. It's really different when I'm with them, I feel much more free, unconscious and happy. XDD

Yesterday, LOLz. I fainted at the church again. That was the second time.

[cheese]
My deepest love and appreciation to the people who remembered my date of birth. Without you, my day wouldn't be joyful and exciting. Thank you for being part of my life for the past 15 years and I hope that you can still be a part of my heart for the next years. Thank you very much![/cheese]

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|Birthday week|

It's all thanks to the people who greeted me in advance. Because of them, I actually remembered my birthday in the midst of all the dramas and mountain of school works I had in hand. So, it's also because of them that I had this excitement for my coming 16th birthday on February 17. To add to the excitement, I didn't plan on telling anyone in school of my birthday.

February 16 was my brother's birthday. I didn't feel quite happy for several reasons. I remembered that hectic day when bequeathals and open house gave me so much headache and so are the serious dramas I only knew. Starting with the dramas, there has been some distance between me and some other people and there has been this annoyance I felt. I don't like my place on anything be taken away for some reasons. I hate it and I'll hate whoever person does that to me. It's merely stepping over my pride and my capabilities. I pushed myself hard enough on everything over the years and all I have to say is that, being in a position of leading and getting exhausted for a day from it doesn't mean I give up and giving my position tacitly and willingly to other people. To cover up the dramas, let's just say I was in an extremely bad mood that day because of my brother's birthday (That probably explains why we don't get along with each other)

February 17. I was actually happy. I was excited how this day will go. But I can't believe that the bad trip-ness from the 16th continued. My plan of keeping my birthday secret from everyone failed, there were a lot people in school who actually knew of that day. It was not totally a bad day for the greetings from my friends outside school and in school gave me happiness and they cheered me up a lot. Thanks again to the people who gave their time to greet me. *bows* Thank you very much!

The next school days after that were the continuation of the school stress and the position stealing drama. I cried for visual aides I lost...I didn't even know where I put it or if I even received it. LOL. I think I have to save up more tears for the coming hell weeks. (Blarghh!)

February 21st is when I actually felt satisfied. Kriselle, Miguel and I went to Festival Mall for a hang-out =) It's nice to see them again and actually chat with them again. Even though not everyone came it's okay as long as I get to share some time with them and forget about every people and everything about school. We watched Pink Panther 2 and ate some foods. I enjoyed playing as Kriselle's conscience or the BI along with Miguel. I failed at the end. LOL. so they went home really early. Aina came after Kriselle and Miguel, we talked for a lot of hours about random things. It's still kinda awkward cause she's still using "po" even though we're batchmates now. I enjoyed talking with her and resulted me to be in a super hyper mode XD I took her to Comic Quest to show her the joys of yaoi I see when I go there. I got titles of yaoi manga for me to read online. XDD I was incredibly happy that day. It's really different when I'm with them, I feel much more free, unconscious and happy. XDD

Yesterday, LOLz. I fainted at the church again. That was the second time.

[cheese]
My deepest love and appreciation to the people who remembered my date of birth. Without you, my day wouldn't be joyful and exciting. Thank you for being part of my life for the past 15 years and I hope that you can still be a part of my heart for the next years. Thank you very much![/cheese]