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|Struggling|

It's really been a long time since I updated. It's actually hell week but here I am dozing off in the internet. School's really giving me hell lately not in academics but in responsibilities. There are 4 major events I'm attending to and I just can't believe that I don't get sick from running all over the school for meetings, to approve plans, to get people's signatures. I just realized how hard it is to take responsibility for all these things. I just hope I can get over those things.

A lot of things happened and I can't remember most of them. We had our 2nd Investigative Research defense and it was a great disappointment. Everything went wrong for the last minute and we lost our focus. I really can't blame anyone in our group because I know that I'm also a failure in finalizing things the day before. Our powerpoint is wrong and I was shocked that the paper was not the updated one. It's really a great disappointment that Sir Alex has to go up front to answer a question we failed to explain very well.

Lately, my academics are getting bad. I sleep during Music class because I don't get enough sleep due to the plans I have to submit. I still pass the test but I am not satisfied with my grades. Chemistry is easy when we discuss it but I'm just not sure why I had a hard time when I took the long test. A.P. test is another thing, I really really had a great guessing game when I took it. I don't like how things are going, one of the reasons (probably) why I'm doing bad in A.P is the intimidation from the boys in class. They know so much that I don't understand what's being discussed. Lastly, my Math, it's the first time this year that I got a very low score in seatwork. I was really disappointed last Friday and I pledge to get a good score in quiz. I got so high in the card in AP, Chemistry and Math, that is why I am so much a failure. I don't wish to see a lower grade for 3rd quarter. TT^TT

Several activities and major tests are piled up because of the classes we missed for the Musical Production. It gives me so much headaches and add to that I started getting annoyed easily on things.

I am looking forward to Christmas break but I'm afraid I only have few days to enjoy it. We are going to start working on our I.R and I have to start the script for Noli Me Tangere. I have to review for the AJSS in order for me to get into Ateneo easily. I really wish to see Kriselle and Ayyah and other non-school friends this break XD There are changes I have to do in my wishlist but what I expect the most is to earn at least 2000 this Christmas for my Hetalia costume and my MP4. Just like last sembreak, there's a lot of things popping in my head and I really wish to accomplish those ^___^

I'm really looking forward to the end of this week XDD

Mode:

|Struggling|

It's really been a long time since I updated. It's actually hell week but here I am dozing off in the internet. School's really giving me hell lately not in academics but in responsibilities. There are 4 major events I'm attending to and I just can't believe that I don't get sick from running all over the school for meetings, to approve plans, to get people's signatures. I just realized how hard it is to take responsibility for all these things. I just hope I can get over those things.

A lot of things happened and I can't remember most of them. We had our 2nd Investigative Research defense and it was a great disappointment. Everything went wrong for the last minute and we lost our focus. I really can't blame anyone in our group because I know that I'm also a failure in finalizing things the day before. Our powerpoint is wrong and I was shocked that the paper was not the updated one. It's really a great disappointment that Sir Alex has to go up front to answer a question we failed to explain very well.

Lately, my academics are getting bad. I sleep during Music class because I don't get enough sleep due to the plans I have to submit. I still pass the test but I am not satisfied with my grades. Chemistry is easy when we discuss it but I'm just not sure why I had a hard time when I took the long test. A.P. test is another thing, I really really had a great guessing game when I took it. I don't like how things are going, one of the reasons (probably) why I'm doing bad in A.P is the intimidation from the boys in class. They know so much that I don't understand what's being discussed. Lastly, my Math, it's the first time this year that I got a very low score in seatwork. I was really disappointed last Friday and I pledge to get a good score in quiz. I got so high in the card in AP, Chemistry and Math, that is why I am so much a failure. I don't wish to see a lower grade for 3rd quarter. TT^TT

Several activities and major tests are piled up because of the classes we missed for the Musical Production. It gives me so much headaches and add to that I started getting annoyed easily on things.

I am looking forward to Christmas break but I'm afraid I only have few days to enjoy it. We are going to start working on our I.R and I have to start the script for Noli Me Tangere. I have to review for the AJSS in order for me to get into Ateneo easily. I really wish to see Kriselle and Ayyah and other non-school friends this break XD There are changes I have to do in my wishlist but what I expect the most is to earn at least 2000 this Christmas for my Hetalia costume and my MP4. Just like last sembreak, there's a lot of things popping in my head and I really wish to accomplish those ^___^

I'm really looking forward to the end of this week XDD