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So, hello dar~ It's been a long time. It's actually bad in my part to visit this page most of the time even though I know I haven't updated for so long XP

What actually took place for several days I was missing was the "disappointment days of my life" following the previous blog post I had down there. I started questioning my capabilities and standards (basically, about my scholarship and being a student D:) Aside from that, I was...miserable and I was brooding over the school and the people in it. There was a dangerous lack of people in school whom I can talk to. I got to talk with my guidance counselor only...and my One Note. I'm a very dramatic person...yes.

The manga and fanfiction updates, internet, DVD, laptop were all missing so those things added up to my miseries.

Before I continue with the craps of my life, I apologize for putting something stressful here. I know the feeling when you visit a blog or read a post somewhere and you only get to see things like "It was stressful, I had so many things to do, I hate life, I don't know if I'll survive". It was sometimes irritating especially if everything you say about your life are all those things you have already gone through. Sometimes you might even think of it as exaggeration...but mine is just...an honest one *shot* So sorry if I'm burdening you in some way, I know that people nowadays are very busy, so...good luck

Moving on, I'm having difficulties with my health and sleep. My body clock was screwed badly. I really fall asleep after dinner and I will wake up by around 11 PM to 1 AM, I'll do my school things by then up to...who knows what time. Basically, my daily school day routine is do something school related or/and sleep, blogging is out of the question because it requires a lot of time. And if you ask me why I'm blogging now, I went home early and the internet was ready, it inveigled me so...dadada!

This month and next month are overly filled with activities and...projects. Especially next month...my AP teacher abused her power and gave us 5 projects for the UN Celebration. And this month, my IP is actually...yeah, full of bacteria again

I miss everyone by the way! T.T I usually do wish that the normal life will come back and I can hangout with everyone. Good luck guys!

|*SHOT*|

Okay, so I know that this is a fast post but I want to show you guys this source of light at home. I only discovered its existence now when it has been there for years since I was a kid.



Seeing that lamp...calms and excites me. It's actually making me happy and relaxed.

...


That's all *shot*

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So, hello dar~ It's been a long time. It's actually bad in my part to visit this page most of the time even though I know I haven't updated for so long XP

What actually took place for several days I was missing was the "disappointment days of my life" following the previous blog post I had down there. I started questioning my capabilities and standards (basically, about my scholarship and being a student D:) Aside from that, I was...miserable and I was brooding over the school and the people in it. There was a dangerous lack of people in school whom I can talk to. I got to talk with my guidance counselor only...and my One Note. I'm a very dramatic person...yes.

The manga and fanfiction updates, internet, DVD, laptop were all missing so those things added up to my miseries.

Before I continue with the craps of my life, I apologize for putting something stressful here. I know the feeling when you visit a blog or read a post somewhere and you only get to see things like "It was stressful, I had so many things to do, I hate life, I don't know if I'll survive". It was sometimes irritating especially if everything you say about your life are all those things you have already gone through. Sometimes you might even think of it as exaggeration...but mine is just...an honest one *shot* So sorry if I'm burdening you in some way, I know that people nowadays are very busy, so...good luck

Moving on, I'm having difficulties with my health and sleep. My body clock was screwed badly. I really fall asleep after dinner and I will wake up by around 11 PM to 1 AM, I'll do my school things by then up to...who knows what time. Basically, my daily school day routine is do something school related or/and sleep, blogging is out of the question because it requires a lot of time. And if you ask me why I'm blogging now, I went home early and the internet was ready, it inveigled me so...dadada!

This month and next month are overly filled with activities and...projects. Especially next month...my AP teacher abused her power and gave us 5 projects for the UN Celebration. And this month, my IP is actually...yeah, full of bacteria again

I miss everyone by the way! T.T I usually do wish that the normal life will come back and I can hangout with everyone. Good luck guys!

|*SHOT*|

Okay, so I know that this is a fast post but I want to show you guys this source of light at home. I only discovered its existence now when it has been there for years since I was a kid.



Seeing that lamp...calms and excites me. It's actually making me happy and relaxed.

...


That's all *shot*