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Before anything else...



HAPPY BIRTHDAY IRVY-TAMA!! XDD

Nothing much is going on. There's no drama lately aside from the usual I'm-so-pissed-with-this-teacher thing. The Grammar teacher is slowly inviting me to twist her head off. She's making instructions damn complicated, and her reason? So it'll be easier FOR HER to check. She'll give out the paper, then while the students are answering, she'll suddenly change the instructions and worst, while I'm already in deep concentration, she'll suddenly take back her instruction. Too bad for me, I'm sitting at the far end from the teacher's desk. Who wouldn't get pissed?!! Because of her damn complicated mind and her inability to decide immediately BEFORE giving out the papers to the students, I missed out SEVERAL points....GRRR!

And I don't like the idea that I'm the only one who could console myself college...college...college...new people...college...college...college I'm thankful I have this blog, I would have rotten if no one could actually cheer me up *sigh* This year isn't fun like what I expected it to be. Our class is more separated (We're not even sitting together during the mass) My burning energy to work was extinguished because of stupid people, stupid new environment and just...the stupid that is the school.



I had a very solemn conversation with my sister about college. She said that in college, I would meet my true friends. It's really exciting me that in one year my world will go back to being big. I missed the feeling, the kinds of people, the less drama environment, the fun environment, and the environment where I wouldn't need to restrict myself in doing things I want and wouldn't force myself to be a very very responsible student. I missed half part of my life which is the awesome high school life, I didn't have one. Albeit there are small things I will remember, the over-all isn't that memorable. Who would remember when most of the memories I have of high school are hideous memories? Time to move on *exercises*

What actually brought me and my sister to talk about this, is the fact that I'm seeing my schoolmates in grade school almost everyday...enjoying college. I actually didn't recognize most of them, they're much more better looking, stressed free people...I'm jealous *shot* Here are my exact lines:

Me: Lam mo ba, yung mga classmates ko dati, lagi kong nakikita...
Sister: Tapos?
Me: Yun ang gaganda nila. Pamake-up make-up na lang...basta ang gaganda na nila ngayon na di ko na sila namukaan
Sister: Oh
Me: Parang ang ganda ng buhay nila compared sakin. Sila mga mukang professional at masaya sa buhay pero ako...
Sister: ...
Me: mukang basahan. Tignan mo naman ang aking stressed na muka. Tapos suot ko, Montessori shirt, jeans, rubber shoes. Tapos nanggagalaiti pa mukha ko palagi

I know that it's useless for me to rant, I've been given a chance to transfer before but I declined the offer. And now that I think about it, the Singapore education would be very amazing *slaps myself* I know that I'm stressed and close to being dead but I still keep on repeating and repeating all over again like the only story I could tell that would look like I'm SO proud of it and that I'm expecting pity from people is the school story.

When people asks me if I'm regretting it. Well, yes and no. It's obvious why it's yes. And NO? I learned the most painful experiences and the realizations that it brought me. It's all about learning and widening my world. Entering the world of the rich and actually comparing their lives and way of thinking to the common people. And the most obvious learning experience, experiencing the Montessori education and suffering hell from it.

In college, I want to get away from that hell as much as possible. In the future when I'll have kids, I will never send them to that school. It would pain me seeing them pee blood and getting anemic everyday.

I want to go to college already. I want a normal life. I want to live again.

|Random|

+My laptop, Xeb, died yesterday *wails* I don't know what the hell happened but when I opened it, it didn't work but the ON light didn't turn off TT^TT It's not noisy, the fan's not moving TTTT^TTTT And yesterday, I was planning to edit my Chapter 2 but *sob sob*

+I might get Xeb fixed on Sunday. At the same time, I'm planning to watch Harry Potter, the problem is, I don't have anyone who'll come with me...who wants to come? Also, I'm planning to costrip in the mall because I want new awesome pictures and I want to get decent photos for my application

|Shameless Plugging: Katekyo Hitman Reborn! - The Legend of Strong *nosebleeds*|



Title: Legend of Strong
Doujinka/Circle: Banyu - Aoi Levin
Scanlator: Aki
Status: One-shot (Complete)
Licensed: No
Description: Dino/Hibari. Placed about 5-6 years in the future... (Source: Baka-Updates)

OMGGEEE!! Guys, read this!! I nosebleeded and died when I read this 0A0 IT WAS TOTAL PAWNAGE!! I started to like the pairing D18 *A* At the same day when I read this The Yaoi Day, I read JR Chapter 00 and JM *A* IT WAS ALSO VERY CUTE, SWEET AND AWESOME!! I can't just describe it in words because...it's really...BEAUTIFUL *A* Anyway, some sneak peak to Legend of Strong OMGG! It's bebery aweawesome!!

Kyouya: If it's true that people become beautiful when they're loved and in love...
Dino: *looks at him*
Kyouya: Then your beauty...must be thanks to me

*dies*

Ciaossu~

Mode:

Before anything else...



HAPPY BIRTHDAY IRVY-TAMA!! XDD

Nothing much is going on. There's no drama lately aside from the usual I'm-so-pissed-with-this-teacher thing. The Grammar teacher is slowly inviting me to twist her head off. She's making instructions damn complicated, and her reason? So it'll be easier FOR HER to check. She'll give out the paper, then while the students are answering, she'll suddenly change the instructions and worst, while I'm already in deep concentration, she'll suddenly take back her instruction. Too bad for me, I'm sitting at the far end from the teacher's desk. Who wouldn't get pissed?!! Because of her damn complicated mind and her inability to decide immediately BEFORE giving out the papers to the students, I missed out SEVERAL points....GRRR!

And I don't like the idea that I'm the only one who could console myself college...college...college...new people...college...college...college I'm thankful I have this blog, I would have rotten if no one could actually cheer me up *sigh* This year isn't fun like what I expected it to be. Our class is more separated (We're not even sitting together during the mass) My burning energy to work was extinguished because of stupid people, stupid new environment and just...the stupid that is the school.



I had a very solemn conversation with my sister about college. She said that in college, I would meet my true friends. It's really exciting me that in one year my world will go back to being big. I missed the feeling, the kinds of people, the less drama environment, the fun environment, and the environment where I wouldn't need to restrict myself in doing things I want and wouldn't force myself to be a very very responsible student. I missed half part of my life which is the awesome high school life, I didn't have one. Albeit there are small things I will remember, the over-all isn't that memorable. Who would remember when most of the memories I have of high school are hideous memories? Time to move on *exercises*

What actually brought me and my sister to talk about this, is the fact that I'm seeing my schoolmates in grade school almost everyday...enjoying college. I actually didn't recognize most of them, they're much more better looking, stressed free people...I'm jealous *shot* Here are my exact lines:

Me: Lam mo ba, yung mga classmates ko dati, lagi kong nakikita...
Sister: Tapos?
Me: Yun ang gaganda nila. Pamake-up make-up na lang...basta ang gaganda na nila ngayon na di ko na sila namukaan
Sister: Oh
Me: Parang ang ganda ng buhay nila compared sakin. Sila mga mukang professional at masaya sa buhay pero ako...
Sister: ...
Me: mukang basahan. Tignan mo naman ang aking stressed na muka. Tapos suot ko, Montessori shirt, jeans, rubber shoes. Tapos nanggagalaiti pa mukha ko palagi

I know that it's useless for me to rant, I've been given a chance to transfer before but I declined the offer. And now that I think about it, the Singapore education would be very amazing *slaps myself* I know that I'm stressed and close to being dead but I still keep on repeating and repeating all over again like the only story I could tell that would look like I'm SO proud of it and that I'm expecting pity from people is the school story.

When people asks me if I'm regretting it. Well, yes and no. It's obvious why it's yes. And NO? I learned the most painful experiences and the realizations that it brought me. It's all about learning and widening my world. Entering the world of the rich and actually comparing their lives and way of thinking to the common people. And the most obvious learning experience, experiencing the Montessori education and suffering hell from it.

In college, I want to get away from that hell as much as possible. In the future when I'll have kids, I will never send them to that school. It would pain me seeing them pee blood and getting anemic everyday.

I want to go to college already. I want a normal life. I want to live again.

|Random|

+My laptop, Xeb, died yesterday *wails* I don't know what the hell happened but when I opened it, it didn't work but the ON light didn't turn off TT^TT It's not noisy, the fan's not moving TTTT^TTTT And yesterday, I was planning to edit my Chapter 2 but *sob sob*

+I might get Xeb fixed on Sunday. At the same time, I'm planning to watch Harry Potter, the problem is, I don't have anyone who'll come with me...who wants to come? Also, I'm planning to costrip in the mall because I want new awesome pictures and I want to get decent photos for my application

|Shameless Plugging: Katekyo Hitman Reborn! - The Legend of Strong *nosebleeds*|



Title: Legend of Strong
Doujinka/Circle: Banyu - Aoi Levin
Scanlator: Aki
Status: One-shot (Complete)
Licensed: No
Description: Dino/Hibari. Placed about 5-6 years in the future... (Source: Baka-Updates)

OMGGEEE!! Guys, read this!! I nosebleeded and died when I read this 0A0 IT WAS TOTAL PAWNAGE!! I started to like the pairing D18 *A* At the same day when I read this The Yaoi Day, I read JR Chapter 00 and JM *A* IT WAS ALSO VERY CUTE, SWEET AND AWESOME!! I can't just describe it in words because...it's really...BEAUTIFUL *A* Anyway, some sneak peak to Legend of Strong OMGG! It's bebery aweawesome!!

Kyouya: If it's true that people become beautiful when they're loved and in love...
Dino: *looks at him*
Kyouya: Then your beauty...must be thanks to me

*dies*

Ciaossu~